Monday, June 19, 2017

So today is June 20th. It SHOULD be the.  20th day of the fast but I messed up after I got an outbreak . I got depressed , the fast wasn't hard but I ate out of anger and sadness. I didn't eat a cooked meal or anything but had smoothies all week along with handful of goji berries and some burro bananas cuz I FINALLY found some. It was just a rough week over all . Because it hurt to pee and wipe I didn't drink any of the herbs that I usually make into tea. It makes be go #2 quite often and I stopped cuz I know it would hurt too much to wipe all dang day. I am not sure how much that week and a half of smoothies will effect the overall fast but I am going to continue to the 40 days. Now that my blisters are healing , I can go back on the teas. I hope I can push through next time and continue to take them even though it hurts to pee and wipe.

I don't think like I failed the fast but I don't think I completed it entirely to the T. But I am proud I went 14 days with just water , tea and juice. The time before I only made it 2 days . So huge jump. I want to do some research on how long it takes certain food to digest. After the 40 days I want to try fasting during the week and eating on weekends but we'll see, one step at a time.

Personal life wise , I am going on Summer break and trying to get a summer job so I can 1) be distracted 2) get my own place . I decided to stay in my current state a year longer .

Hope everyone is doing good. Thanks for reading .

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